Let start over .. shall we?

It's been a while. exactly 4 years.. my last entry was Dec 2011?.. . and I'm still alive. SubhanaAllah

There are so many thing that I should be grateful to...My life, My health, my family, my husband, my girls, my friends.. having them. Make me feel more alive. Quote " More reason for me to live?" subhanaAllah .That should NOT be the reason or factor for a human to live..I mean, for me to live? As a muslim.. we should be worshiped only to Allah. Only to him. whatever we do, not to please other people .. only to please HIM. If only all human think like that, earth will be a better place to live right? but Allah have a better plan. Allah creates earth, human with good and bad to test us. life is a test. Allah keeps on reminding us in Quran, about how temporary life is. don't fall for it. Only the after life is permanent. Do whatever you want to do now for your akhirat. to build our beautiful castle in Jannah. Wuargh.. that would be too heavy to start a blog right? maybe i should save it for later :)

To start with.. 

I want to say,  Thank you Allah for everything that I have today.. thing that i've learnt.. my skills. ability.. communication skills, my achievements..  (even maybe not much to be proud of :) )... it just.. all of them has made me.. Me! who I am today.  all of them are from HIM. HIM alone. Hope Allah will not make me forget that. Even in minutes.. Even in seconds. 

I remembered a doa from Dr Maza's book. I'm not sure which one.. but maybe later i can update 

"Ya Allah, janganlah kau biarkan aku untuk menguruskan diriku sendiri, walau dengan sekelip mata"... 

if i not mistaken, doa nabi musa... selepas di kejar firaun.. true enough. kalau manusia yang menguruskan dirinya sendiri tentu hasilnya tidak sempurna, mengikut nafsu.. sifat manusia. lemah serba serbinya. Mohon sangat DIA membantuku dalam tiap langkahku. kata-kataku. walaupun merasa masih banyak kekurangan.. hubungan ku dengan PenciptakU ya Rabb masih rapuh.. 

another powerful doa is.. kisah nabi sulaiman & semut.. google jap tadi.. here: http://malaysianreview.com/30373/kisah-nabi-sulaiman-maksud-doa-semut-dalam-al-quran/

(Maralah angkatan itu) hingga apabila mereka sampai ke “Waadin-Naml”, berkatalah seekor semut: “Wahai sekalian semut, masuklah ke sarang kamu masing-masing, jangan Sulaiman dan tenteranya memijak serta membinasakan kamu, sedang mereka tidak menyedari”.

Maka tersenyumlah Nabi Sulaiman mendengar kata-kata semut itu, dan berdoa dengan berkata:” Wahai Tuhanku, ilhamkanlah daku supaya tetap bersyukur akan nikmatMu yang Engkau kurniakan kepadaku dan kepada ibu bapaku, dan supaya aku tetap mengerjakan amal soleh yang Engkau redai; dan masukkanlah daku – dengan limpah rahmatMu – dalam kumpulan hamba-hambaMu yang soleh”.

best kan? Nabi Allah Sulaiman... yang kaya, berkuasa, bijak.. berkebolehan. raja atas segala makhluk dunia .. tidak pernah lupakan Allah. sedangkan kita? sedeh sangat rasanya. sebab tahu kekurangan diri.. 

ya Allah.. yang maha berkuasa, bantulah kami untuk menjadi hambamu yang mencintaimu dan dicintai.. jadikan kami hambamu yang sentiasa bersyukur atas apapun kehendakMU.. Moga-moga dunia ini tidak akan menyesatkan kami dalam meraih cintaMu.a

Ok now, I need to do some clean up.. left only most important/relevant? I should start to define the meaning of relevant?